We are surviving. Just last Thursday we met with Dr. Weinstein about the autopsy results. They came back 16 weeks later. Thursday is just one crazy day for us apparently. They were born on a Thursday, she left us on a Thursday (11 weeks later), and we got the autopsy results on a Thursday. Anyways, they basically said that she had pneumonia, bronchialitis (otherwise known as RSV which is what Kiptyn got diagnosed with 2 days later) and had aspirated. They left her cause of death as undetermined.
In some ways we are relieved and in others we are more guilty. We were worried about Kiptyn the whole time, especially as 2 days before we took him to the doctor. I guess we should've had her in the doctor too the same day. But we can't go back and change time, even though we wish we could.
She will always be in our hearts and not a day goes by that we dont think about her.
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